| Tribute To |
[Aug. 6th, 2007|12:49 am] |
the days i stand and stare back,
take a step back to see the past,
reflection the biggest curse of futures,
eyes welling up, hearts feeling heavy,
for as strong as we are, we always move on.
for us for you for all of them,
youth never seemed so innocent,
full of promise as we could imagine,
reaching the day we all remove,
then move onto reach the grass never so green as in you.
life turns like the road,
reaching around blind corners,
crossing bridges, running the gauntlet,
staking everything on one moment,
to last like this and exist forever. |
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| Deeper Into Blue |
[Apr. 10th, 2007|02:58 am] |
to see the left and never right,
everything lost in my forsight,
to have but always lost,
the thing that i paid the utmost cost,
always wanted but never got,
the girl that stand between me and my lust.
stood never next too but always meant to,
gave the crack in my personality for,
gave the blood on my knuckles for,
stood between her and the next,
forever my life but never yet,
the last punch of a hand into a wall of frustration.
In my colour and my stain,
burnt on my walls or my pain,
given the next but never wanted,
for everyone i am just haunted,
to stand left but never right,
this i stand and give me last fight. |
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| What I Thought (Luminous to Fire) |
[Mar. 29th, 2007|04:12 am] |
Give myself in Rhyme,
Played and served my time,
Stuck in the pitfalls of mind,
Reaching back stretching hands,
Grasping to the straws, hanging the noose,
Drop i hit the bottom, still holding onto you.
Stood next too, tried hardest through,
Knocked down because of your view,
A ghost in the pages of the past reviews,
Replicated through the haze of due,
Step back letting myself go,
Everytime i do good, i do wrong by you.
See what i thought in all these days,
Couldnt see reflection,
Couldnt see my own dimensions,
Couldnt see the me caused by you,
Eventually losing by immature,
Feel the crack in my neck,
The last breath of my lungs,
Still clutching the strands of you. |
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| Left Never Right (Acoustic) |
[Jan. 27th, 2007|02:55 am] |
changed the world just for a day,
saw my eyes drift into deeper suns,
the haze of the flames my life fades,
just again another day without a name.
stepped onto my soap box, reached for the skys,
peared at everything down below,
an empty space for words to drift in time,
reading the pallette of life crafted in bones.
painted my picture, screened my life on the pages of rhymes,
left stood with an empty book, ready to re-write my days,
i drift away to become re-played all again. |
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| Revelation, Realise, Demise |
[Jan. 18th, 2007|04:10 am] |
just give me a reason to live clean,
another place to live and prean,
spent my life on a dollar dream,
cut by the feelings i had for another,
nothing so rich could feel so bitter.
Return to the past, give yourself a fact,
your better off without it, scream a prayer and doubt it,
proven to be better moving on in pride,
self deprivation another way to get another ride,
trust the break of the hill to give another foot.
Gave thoughts to revelation, gave honour to seperation,
see the calender pull through the hourglass time,
turn it upside down the same shit gets dropped back through,
pulling you back to realise what is true,
no bullshit, no lies, no truth other than you. |
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| Mortality |
[Jan. 10th, 2007|12:11 pm] |
smash my head against the brick,
the air around me never felt so thick,
seeing the life so hard into darkness,
descending the levels of misery,
i give my self once chance to break free.
paint my pictures, write my distances,
steal myself away for another second to heal,
dragged through the past to reveal my evil,
stood on my soap box i prepare my speech,
wait for my throat to spear the air,
straight through life i pierce the flair.
watch my hands as i rise to take my eyes,
pray for yourself because you've got nothing to live for,
smash the dream, kill the thought of everything you love,
take my hand and walk with me in hell. |
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| Devil in my hand. |
[Jan. 10th, 2007|01:42 am] |
ive got a job to do, no longer like the one i saw,
take and burn and walk away from you,
see the end of the day fade in vain,
left with a debt of my own drool,
tanks march upon the hills of homes.
see the end of the day walk away,
see the self hypnotic screw,
no life left longer in my hands,
just the vision of another perfect rule,
gimme a job, a second hand vision,
and ill show you how to pull it through.
a dagger a knife a flame to end my pain,
the pill so cowardly i didnt know what to do,
gimme a second ill think redemption,
but never mind ill just be myself for you,
bled, the bleed, the aputation of my heart,
stab the knife into me and im ended for everyone. |
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| Eyeglass |
[Jan. 8th, 2007|08:36 am] |
no heroes, no lies, nothing to which i despise,
one step to take me forward another to take back,
nothing to set me free,
whenever i try to do good,
evil is right there with me.
tried to set the people free,
end the dollar dream,
show them a book of all the souls,
yet no one would follow the laws,
bringing back calling infact,
we created them to bring disorder to the world.
all of us on the sideline,
be the outsider, the judger, the lawyer,
the priest, the sinner, the protestor,
standing in the streets we believe we are special,
take a step back look at the inner-self,
all in view to be more than just a wonder. |
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| Bartholomew |
[Jan. 4th, 2007|01:06 am] |
Turn deeper through the screw,
a devil in gods name i push through,
as my hands execute my eyes judge your truth,
do all good with my right hand,
but in my left evil still follows through,
do i let you in to keep you?
Give me the truth my name follows you,
to ascend without grace is a vain thought,
no longer me, no longer you,
see my enemy hang by the noose,
good riddance ill say as i end the days,
of terrorist provocative spew.
see his words touch the grace,
a good idea never embraced an open art,
only the name of our fathers remain on our hearts,
never judge, to be judged, forgiveness on the rope,
religion my name my rife my sickness around the noose,
bartholomew will see you at the end,
lost idle in the hands of god. |
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| Severance |
[Dec. 4th, 2006|01:50 am] |
Now lets see where this ends....
life give to me more than reasoning,
rained from the lone walk down the road,
coloured my life in the wrong shade,
never looked back to be repaid,
see this no more like me...
stepped out, pushed down into my own,
reached and shouted my passion into the world,
cross me like the blood when i start,
and i intend to never end,
see me release me on the pride of my worth,
written down in this earth.
fear me, reach me, unleash me,
watch as i step upto the plate,
and stand upon my box, passion built on my plays,
try to stop me as i bear down my words on you,
something so right and nothing so true.
hear me now.... where i stand.... where i fall..... never alone. |
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| Dear.... |
[Nov. 28th, 2006|06:29 am] |
see what you told and let it never be given not,
to see what lies behind an eye,
given in so little it couldnt be forgiven,
wrote down what i thought,
but im still resposible for your reaction,
always bent upon a revenge action.
seek your truth, seek the attention you abuse,
im wrong, im right, im never the cause,
to see me not the one for the life i wanted,
just not life in my eyes,
rise in your own despise and redemption's rise.
do not forgive, rise and rebuild,
give yourself a chance and give a rebellion,
trust in yourself still a feeling with living,
and be the person you always want to,
rithing never gives anything but bleed...
to blood..... im not the one..... never undone... |
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| Poetic Genocide |
[Nov. 24th, 2006|05:56 am] |
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See me where i rot,
nothing so feeling wrong,
no way out from suprise just dealt the ultimate prize,
kill me from the inside out,
regret straight to your own house.
and i feel none,
nothing so right yet so wrong,
damage reaps upon the opinion left in you,
kill me in your fallout.
now feel the same thing just in rage,
striking to feel nothing but the page,
sex driven in like a drug rush to curve the edge,
drive me down,
drag me round,
full of your self suprise,
see the revenge sound,
kill me in your fallout. |
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| Fire Eye |
[Nov. 3rd, 2006|06:40 am] |
see why i destroy and dismember,
all the funerals to remember,
the families burn inside their homes,
fallen once again for their own soul.
Give yourself an opinion for purpose,
realise the death of evolution,
no age of progress,
just another step back in revolution.
this aint no age of progress.
steal, ruin, life, death,
the blood of the fall,
given to the death of everyone.
see yourself, your blood,
the pour, the end of it it all,
for once, for everyone, realise yourself.
crack...! |
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| Repeat |
[Nov. 3rd, 2006|06:36 am] |
Give me the words about the ridden,
every truth and loss not forgiven,
the lies the destruction the end of all dies,
hidden a life i couldnt complete,
once again i never could forgive.
take a resolution and promise revolution,
see me confuse my whole being,
because i was never knew what i meant,
give me some reason, some truth,
to why i did but never could.
try to tell the truth, but never given,
held myself back because of one reason,
pushed all away, i couldnt let go,
i couldnt let go,
my own injustice,
now im the bastard...... now im the bastard, my art of my own ruin. |
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| Roar |
[Oct. 29th, 2006|03:36 pm] |
display yourself with perfect demeanour,
show your stories like wounds of the war,
see the only side that your being told,
back again its not your fault for being wrong,
just so long as your strong.
this your resolution, no longer will i be worn,
the straight jacket of love black and cold,
cut my nose off to kill my own,
see my rise to regain my right to run,
the world in ruin because it couldnt let go.
fear me, hate me, be me know for more,
colour me black to rid me once more.
straight me out, strike me down,
give yourself another reason to be a whore,
see the child fuck itself like never before,
rich disaster the outright downcaster,
build yourself on the pedestal of out-righteous core. |
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| Round House |
[Oct. 29th, 2006|02:56 pm] |
Give me the world ending,
the thing that peers against the vain,
see me for what i am the inner grain,
live a life for nothing but to cause pain,
reap my disaster you god you fucking whore.
arise another black sunrise selfish disorder,
decay from my ultimate being to be so much more,
run against the order and perge the incomplete,
my underworld lies in your demise,
see where you end, see the truth bend.
a thought that lies in the loss of a mind,
give it a second and it stays behind,
shadow the cuss of the boiled blood,
and hide yourself with the impertent furver,
read your redemption and cut out the rush. |
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| Cytosis (Incomplete) |
[Oct. 21st, 2006|07:36 am] |
Ashes of my wake,
my life to take,
come see the wake,
see the last day,
see everyday,
built of on hope and promises.
kill the fact that you had innocence,
resume the peace for more abuse,
see a world once was become no more,
killed by its own ignorance,
covering the blood with a mickey mouse mould.
Couldn't help the girl no more,
raped by a people who only helped themselves,
in every shadow just another person to take advantage,
the living disease to destroy the all,
human contact just like the locust reaps,
consumption the only thing we know. |
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| Ser-pent |
[Oct. 21st, 2006|07:36 am] |
I see the highest rise reach the highest stop,
Down below all I see is the undergrowth,
The people cry the people say hi,
In a world that rises above every rooftop,
And where every garden meets a home.
To where I’m home,
There’s nothing more,
Just me and my god, we ponder.
From every ungrateful hi and unjust goodbye,
The pillaging of everybody never stops,
Just as long as ive got me and all three,
Ill keep with my own til the world rocks,
We walk on the ground, and still we won’t be bothered.
Now I’ve grown a new home,
Grown into another light show,
Still we rise and breathe to talk.
No where like this,
Nothing like this,
Where the living ignore the reaping,
But where we all sit still rocking.
Now I’ve grown a new home,
Grown into another light show,
Still we rise and breathe to talk. |
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| Rife |
[Oct. 21st, 2006|07:34 am] |
now that ive lived like you,
never seen you looking through,
eye glass peering into my home,
blaming everyone for the bones,
after all there aint no place like home.
classic this degree of greed,
breaking down the roots we've grown,
trying to cease tradition,
and the youthful innocent truth,
the blood spills like hope.
now im broken,
life not what is was,
its only gone down,
i hope its not the end of this one.
now how is this like you,
breathing down death in clouds,
holding back the cures,
holding back the power,
holding back the last one,
who made you tremble. |
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| Grudge |
[Oct. 21st, 2006|07:34 am] |
ill see your rage comin up the stage,
acting like you know the way out,
preaching your heart about all thats right,
its nothing more than being the clown,
tear down your fascination of being.
give me your 5 cents and ill show you 12,
delivery me in outrageous pervour,
destroying me in a way to make me like you,
see through the facet of a failure,
and believe me, your nothing at all.
but please just give me your opinion,
not another plastic bill.
tear me down, pedal your words round,
cut the nose to spite the face,
convince me im better off alone.
tell me when your beliefs that keep you up all night,
where the stories end with the lives of your friends,
your life on a platter for the hungry world.
tear me down, pedal your words round,
cut the nose to spite the face,
convince me im better off alone. |
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